刺猬

“我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样 渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱 却都害怕爱让人受伤 承认我没那么坚强  不过是一而再的逞强 小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻 刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧”

那天和朋友唱K时点到的歌 很喜欢。。

终于考完试，自由了 两个星期的假期让我充电 可以尽情地在家里滚来滚去 可以尽情地pata pata pon 

可是该死的落差感会让人觉得空虚

屁股

Strangers, Again

I have another paper to sit for on tomorrow morning, 9am

I should looking at my notes and tutorials but not sitting here to blog

But i have a strong feeling to do this after watching a video called "Strangers, again" and

after the argument with him

I even found a blog which summing up all the stages mentioned in the video

Stage 1: Meeting

This is the time when we met each other and and will try so hard do anything for each other to impress them

Stage 2: Chase

This is where two people become so blinded by their love for each other, that all they see is how great the other person is, and how lucky they are to have found this person.

Stage 3: Honeymoon

I believe that this is the best stage for most couples, so do we. During this stage, we fall so deep for each other, so eager to know every single details about each other and doing things like couple almost everyday.

Stage 4: Comfortable

This is the turning point in a relationship. It can either grow stronger or go downhill. Being comfortable isn't bad because we can truly be ourselves. But it depends on what we do with that comfort. Some use it positively, continuing to work at their relationship, and grow together. But others allow it to create distance and take it for granted.

Stage 5: Tolerance

This is when the couple would constantly fight almost every single day, usually about the little, petty things. However, all these small fights would continue on, and the distance between you grows with it. When you just can't stand the other person anymore, then breaking up happens.

Stage 6:Downhill

In this stage, problems just continue and arguments never get solved. But the two of you wouldn't even remember what it is you were fighting about. This is a very short stage because the transition from stage 6 to 7 happens very quickly. When the relationship just seems so bad, that you couldn't see anything good out of relationship anymore. Your only choice is to break up.

Stage 7: Breaking up

This is when the two people will start a new path, right back to where they started, strangers.

It was hurtful when i watch this video. After that, i was asking myself, which stages r we now? Sometimes i'm pretty sure that we had passed the Honeymoon stage. But does it means that we are going downhill?

We always argued for small matters and the hatred starts to come. I start to feel tired with this and feel like going backwards from all of these.

I don't know how he feels now, maybe he feels the same as me? But the weird thing is, when i look back our sweet memories, i questioned myself again: why cant i put more effort in this?

Actually, after the last serious incident, I changed. I keep more to myself rather than giving out in this relationship. I will still continue but not as passionate as before. I knew this. We argued on last tuesday and i ran away from canteen n went home alone. He never come to find me and call me. This made me feel more disappointed. Today, he said the wrong thing. He just gave me "not enough sleep" and "they are jokes" for reason. HAHA! Means im not humorous? Or i'm taking everything too serious?

Enough for emosss. Get back to studies. I really wonder can our relationship last for long?

可爱的印度餐

之所以会用可爱来形容这一餐

是因为它真的很可爱

之前他就答应要带我去吃香蕉叶饭

星期六做完gym后，我们就去吃了

这间印度餐厅叫"Raju Restaurant"

靠近他的中学，也靠近Gasing

店外面还有一条香蕉招牌，哈哈！

餐厅是open air的，所以蛮凉

我们选了一碟sotong和一块鸡

坐下来后，他们就会摆片叶子在你前面

然后加饭和配料

我就一边看着服务生加，一边拍照

像个游客！

“做么酱特别的？”

“还可以在加饭和料的啊？？”

"用手吃的吗？？"

“可以加keropok吗？”

对面那位先生因为我没吃过这样的东西而感到非常惊讶==

我的"盘子"

白饭和三种配料：包菜，不懂什么瓜和黄瓜

还有papadam!

服务生会把三个桶子放在你的左上，里面有Dal, Kari Ikan & Kari Ayam

可以随时把酱汁淋在饭

狼吞虎咽的先生

还是把注意力放在食物上

炸sotong(用大葱欺骗我的感情）-RM12

炸鸡-RM5

Vege Rice- RM6

两粒椰~

整体来说我还蛮喜欢这一餐

因为很新鲜

我没在马六甲吃过

下次叫鱼来试试 =)

p.s. 我Blog到饿了 ==