Speechless

I was thinking of coming here to express my frustration but now end up don't know what to write.

Things goes like this. Today is definitely a bad day for me: an idiot loser spoiled my mood early in the morning (i tried not to curse u but i just cant control myself so please get out of my way!); so much test coming up soon and i cant understand some of the lectures; test results came out and someone did better than me and made me feel sooo bad about this. I really don't understand why will this happen. Bad things just keep on destroying my confident and finally burst into tears. Pathetic right..

I just wish to run away from all these rubbish and go back HOME. Not this place which caused me so much troubles.

I know life is up and down. But the question is when will I stand at the upside? I had enough bad luck through out these months. Moving house, dealing with the idiot, studies stress..enough for me ok?

Really not in a good mood recently. Emotional and grumpy. That's me.