Mixture of feelings

actually i want to blog in chinese but im lazy

so end up blogging in english

had a wonderful n memorable trip for 2 days 1 night at PD with my dearest friends

really miss the moment

don't know why i always feel great whenever i hang out with u all

but now have to come back to reality n face my studies

sigh..

just came back from 1u after having lunch with family

we went to the vietnam restaurant we used to go

dad bought me a slice of cake n surprised me

but i dont want other ppl to look at me so i dont want to sing song n blow the candle

simple is fine

mom n dad keep asking what i want for my birthday

but i really have no idea

in the end he bought me a purse which is out of my expectation

i think this is more than enough for my birthday

would'nt ask for more ><

anyway, really appreciate what they had prepared for me today

very weird

i don't have much feelings to my birthday this year

i don't feel excited n looking forward

so not me

i got a miss call on last fri

a miss call from my secondary best friend

but i forgot to call her back n she din call me again after that

i feel quite sad after i saw she wrote bout they had a gathering or something like bbq

the feeling is very strange because it seems like we are not that close ad

actually im afraid of being left out

maybe i should get some sleep to clear my mind

once again, thanks to all of u for giving me such a nice trip

LOVE YOU ALL!